HARRISON, RAELYNN LYDIA.

[RAELYNN LYDIA HARRISON]

full name • raelynn lydia harrison.
nick names • rae, lynn, lydia, lyd, dia.
age • twenty two.
member group • ash heaps.
occupation • kindergarten teacher.
grade • none.
hometown • chicago, illinois.
sexuality • straight.
height • five foot seven.
hair • chestnut brown or a mix of blonde and brown.
eyes • warm brown.
play by • alessandra ambrosio, bby.

likes • coffee. ice cream. starbucks. horror movies. cuddling. sports. parties. alcohol. animals. babies. kids. dancing. having fun. singing. roller blading. her job. chocolate. teaching.
dislikes • lots of drama. most vegetables. working out. divas. tons of pain. drugs. cigarettes. long drives. being sweaty. caramel. hang overs. her parents. getting hurt.
habits/quirks • bites her lip when she's nervous. occasionally stutters when she's really nervous. has a tendency to mess with her hair when bored.
fears • opening herself up and getting hurt. going down the same road that killed her friend. being alone forever. that her father will come back for her.
dreams • having kids. getting married. settling down.
secrets • she was sexually abused as a child.
overall •

raelynn can be the bitchy woman but she's still incredibly sweet. she's completely true to herself and down to earth. she has is generally relaxed, enjoys a good time and it takes alot to piss her off. of course, it's hard to be relaxed when you teach little kids. but once you do piss her off, i wouldn't recommend messing with her after wards. she has very little patience with people after they have made her mad, and she doesn't forgive easily. oh no. she's been upset at her boyfriend for cheating on her even though they broke up about seven years ago. yeah, forgiveness isn't in her list of things she does. it can take weeks, months, even years for her to forgive you. a downfall to her, really. she's incredibly sarcastic though, so i wouldn't recommend taking alot of the things she says seriously. rae is a bag full of fun, and does enjoy having a good time, though she doesn't have time to do it alot. even though you shouldn't take her seriously alot of times, you do need to understand the difference between times she's being sarcastic and times she is being serious. when she's being sarcastic, you can see her facial expression change a little bit and her tone is a little higher than her normal speaking voice. when she's serious, she has a straight face or angered face and her tone is a little bit more emotionless or got a little bit of emotion to it. she's mostly sarcastic, so no worries. she's fun to be around and is incredibly clumsy. she's a nice girl once you get past the sarcasm and walls she has up.

mother • danielle alyssa harrison; fourty; deceased.
father • jason allen harrison; fourty one; in jail for murder.
siblings • no siblings.
pets • no pets.
other family • nope.
overall •

born to danielle and jason harrison, the family wasn't exactly perfect. in fact, they grew up dirt poor and in the projects or chicago, illinois. the projects was the roughest side of town, and jason was involved. he was a drug dealer while danielle was a waitress, so they never had alot of income. whatever money brought in was used to pay bills, spend on food, as well as clothes on occasion, and then the rest was spent on drugs that jason could either use for himself or sell to other people. he wasn't a relaxed person when he was high likes planes; oh no. he was sexual and aggressive. and you know what that means? he sexually abused raelynn. why he never sexually abused his wife instead of rae didn't register to her until she was older; danielle wouldn't put up a fight. before dannie was killed when raelynn was sixteen, dannie told rae how her father loved the chase. he loved the struggle and then feeling you got when you finally had what you wanted. and that sickened raelynn. danielle didn't put up a fight and simply gave in to what her husband wanted, so he resorted to his daughter as a source of the challenge. it was a very disgusting thought. raelynn was continuously abused in that sexual manner until she was fifteen. the years leading from five to fifteen were ten gruesome years she hates to think about. whenever people ask her about her life growing up, she keeps quiet. she doesn't like to think about the fact that her father was the one to take her virginity. she couldn't believe that her father would do such a thing. but his actions no longer came as surprises to her anymore, since jason was always the guy to do the unexpected, unexplained and unusual stuff. raelynn figured that out fast as she grew up.

as she grew up, the sexual abuse became a every-other-night things and eventually raelynn got sick of it. she ended up running away to live with her friend for a couple months, and when she came home it wasn't even a month later that her father killed her mother and raelynn, once more, went to live with her best friend alexus. her high school years weren't her best. she didn't have a lasting relationship because she didn't trust guys. it was all her father's fault. and those reoccuring nightmares where she watched her father stab her mother to death and blood getting all over raelynn replayed in her mind almost every single night until she was eighteen. she was even sent to a counselor to see if they could help her. she suffered through depression, self harming, bulimia. almost everything you could imagine was something she went through. her mother was her very best friend besides her best friend alexus herself. her mother and her talked about everything together. between the sexual abuse, the boys, and even what movies to watch. one question people would ask raelynn alot was why she didn't tell the police. why? they couldn't afford a lawyer. they could ahrdly afford a bra from victoria's secret, for pete's sake. raelynn wore hand-me-downs that were old and rugged. but any money they could, they spent on good clothes for raelynn. both her mother and her friend's parents did that. they were almost like a second set of parents. and moving in with alexus made raelynn feel like she was getting a second chance.

after she went to college for schooling, she moved to new york to begin her career as a kindergarten teacher. she wanted to escape her past that haunted her every night. she's not sure how long her father got sentanced, and her biggest fear is that her father will either escape or get released and he'll come after her. on her teacher salary she can't afford to file a restraining order, but as soon as she gets enough whether he's released or not she's going to file one. she doesn't want him anywhere near her or in her life for that matter. it's a harsh thing to say, and you're always meant to forgive someone but raelynn will be damned if she's ever going to forgive her father for all the things he did to her and her mother. she'd much rather just have him out of her life than have him come back and her risk her life all over again like she did for ten years by letting him back in her life. nah, she'll just stick to saving up for the restraining order.

your name • elizabeth.
your age • fourteen in about nine weeks.
role playing experience • several years.
how you found us • ... tisse. (:
role play sample •

lalala. really?